I'm not sure what I'm going to write in this entry. I feel god awful. It's all starting to get to me again. The world's closing in on me like the trash-compactor in Star Wars. Slowly and steadily I'm being crushed, while the beast lurks beneath the surface waiting to pull me under. I feel like collapsing in on myself. Letting go and falling apart. Circuits dying and diodes going. The hurt inside my mind feels like it's going to burst out Alien-style.
I need a break.
